If I Could Love
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"Love is a conceptual feeling humans created to avoid being alone. The thought of feeling emotion for someone to the end of your life is something I find amusing and laughable. I heard someone say one time that love only exists as a by-product of our need to copulate but by using this logic, it does not explain why males love other males and females love other females so it'd be better to stick with my own perception of love for now."
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Julian & Ajax.
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I turned to him. He was sitting on the bed now, with a smirk on his face. He was back to his flirty self, I could tell. He sat in a relaxed pose, leaning forward with the towel hanging on for dear life. His posture made him look broader and a little taller than his 6'3'' height. He pushed the wet locks of his hair from his face then said,
"Won't you give me a good night kiss?"
I quirked a brow at the probably seductive sight, I couldn't tell. I was not the least bit seduced at the moment. I let out a breath of a laugh then said,
"Good night, Ajax."
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