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Last published Sun, Nov 30, 2014
Have you ever considered that the person next to you may have used a kitchen knife to cut something more than food? Have you ever considered that the person who seems so happy and carefree in class tried to kill themselves last night? What about the kid who's always studying and barely passing? Are they just stupid or is it something more?
People say that Depression is just an excuse and that people who commit suicide or harm themselves were just selfish attention seekers. But are they? We always judge but how much do we really know? Do we know a person's real story?
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