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For one last time || My story.

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abuse anxiety bipolardisorder bipolor broken brokenfamily brother damaged depression diary dysfunctionalfamily family mentaldisorder nonfiction reallife realstory selfharm toxicfamily trauma

Home. A place or the people? 

Family is beautiful, isn't it? Childhood is supposed to be magical; blessed with innocence and that lovely simplicity. A time for family, development and fun. 

Well, not for all. 
Some people are robbed of that. 
Some are forced to grow up too quickly. They never got the chance to be immature and be a kid. Some didn't get to grow in a loving atmosphere. Their eyes and ears absorbed every word, every fight, evey glare and everything. 

How do you love when you have no clue what love is? when you have no clue how it feels to be loved.

How does someone move past from that? How do you heal from the hurt given by people who were supposed to protect you from hurting? 
Is it even possible to fix the utterly damaged ones?All Rights Reserved

abuse anxiety bipolardisorder bipolor broken brokenfamily brother damaged depression diary dysfunctionalfamily family mentaldisorder nonfiction reallife realstory selfharm toxicfamily trauma

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Aurora | ✓ by itsnina2356

Cover made by: @_navyblueee_ I'm living in a house made of glass. I'm scared to move, to breathe, to think. I'm afraid. Any wrong move and I get yelled at, a broken rule and I get beat up...he's not even my father and I'm stuck in his own fucked up version of reality. My own mother is the reason he has me, the reason my family lost me. A broken, lost mafia princess living in the wrong story, taken from the right one. I've been in foster care all my life, until them...my brothers. I am saved by them when my shattered heart was about to turn into stone and when my cries would become echoes in the walls of the prison I was bestowed upon. I was months old when I was stolen from my family. 17 years had to go by for them to finally find me. My dad, my four older brothers..one of which I'll soon discover is my twin. My missing half. Will they be able to mend my shattered soul or will I remain broken and alone? TW: rape, abuse, assault, attempted suicide, strong language - Warning: contains teenage pregnancy SHE DOES KEEP THE BABY STOP SNAPPING AT ME DAMMIT...respectfully <3 *Edited*...sort of

𝕰 𝖓 𝖉 𝖚 𝖗 𝖊 by asxtrlyy

ᴇ ɴ ᴅ ᴜ ʀ ᴇ ; ᴄᴀʀʀʏ ᴏɴ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪᴛ ʜᴜʀᴛꜱ. ʙʀɪᴇʟʟᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴀʟʟᴇꜱ. ꜰᴀᴍɪʟʏ, ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ʏᴇᴀʀɴꜱ ꜰᴏʀ, ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴀʟʟᴇꜱ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ᴏɴᴄᴇ ᴀ ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟᴇᴛᴇ ꜰᴀᴍɪʏ, ᴜɴᴛɪʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅɪꜱᴀᴘᴘᴇʀᴇɴᴄᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴅᴀᴜɢʜᴛᴇʀ. ᴜɴᴛɪʟ ɴᴏᴡ, ᴛʜᴇʏ'ᴅ ꜰɪɴᴀʟʟʏ ꜰᴏᴜɴᴅ ʜᴇʀ. ᴛʜᴇʏ'ᴅ ᴇxᴘᴇᴄᴛᴇᴅ ʜᴇʀ ʀᴇᴛᴜʀɴ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ ᴇɴᴅɪɴɢ? ɴᴏ, ᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴊᴏᴜʀɴᴇʏ ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ꜱᴛᴏᴘ ᴛʜᴇɪʀ. ʙʀɪᴇʟʟᴇ ᴡᴀꜱ ʜᴜʀᴛ, ʙʀᴏᴋᴇɴ. ꜱʜᴇ ᴇɴᴅᴜʀᴇᴅ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪᴛ ʜᴜʀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏꜱᴛ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴄᴀɴ ꜱʜᴇ ᴄᴏɴᴛɪɴᴜᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴀɴʏᴍᴏʀᴇ?

Drowning In The Dark (Broken Heirs #1) by Seventhjoul

The story of young girl being born by the rape of her mother and struck with her 4 brothers as her mom died giving birth to her. Being neglected and pleading for love for her brothers. She is now fed up. Now only 9 months to turn 18 she wants to move out early so asking permission from his eldest brother was the last thing she wanted to do. Join in her journey of her from being no one to becoming someone. Will her brothers let her go or make her stay? Read to find out!

Hugs & Kisses by Just_Saeng

Life is as magical as it can be for me, until I met "HIM" He had jumbled my thoughts, priorities, and self worth. He had made me feel so small in this world, when I wasn't. We all have met someone like him... And I hope those who have not, never do. This is my life lesson in love... Do not let HIM ruin you, like he ruined me.

Broken mind (Under heavy editing!) by wonderland_smile

I'm lost. Broken. And nobody knows. I help people, and when you help people, you don't get help. I couldn't look at myself think how a mess I was. It was too late for me to be fixed. Nobody could help me. I was too deep in it for being saved. I had too many scars and thought. I already had a broken mind. When I tried to kill myself and failed at it, they brought me to a mental facility. There I meet other teens with different stories and each with their problems. The longer I'm here, the more stories I get the knowledge. We come together to tell our stories so that we can move on from what hurt us in the past and what waits for us in the future. We're all strangers, but we're all living in this messed-up place call life. So can we overcome our broken minds. -2014-

Unconditional Love by ShantaAddison

'You can't have a testimony, without a test.' How much heartache can one person have before enough is enough? Layla has had the best and worst experiences a woman can ever imagine. As soon as she thinks she has found peace, her world is turn upside again. It's a repeated cycle, and her spirit is growing weak. 'You can't have your cake and eat it too.' Kenneth thought he was going to be able to enjoy the best of both worlds. He was until jealousy and envy snuck into his domain. He had to make a choice that would forever change his world. Will it be for better or worse?

LET ME TELL YOU WHAT HAPPENED by BookCrafter

My life in highschool has been a rattle. My life in general has been like that. I have to deal with the same problems everyday, a broken household, crazy highschool life and the saddest of all problems, a sick brother. Sometimes I wish I could just have one perfect day. Everything back to normal and in tip top shape, just like it used to be. Spending time with friends at school and having my beautiful, hot girlfriend back. Highschool is not exactly what we all think it is and our principal is not the most trustworthy person who everyone thinks he is. That's beacause the school's money also started disappearing ever since he got here. But I don't expect myself to just sit and do nothing. This is how my life is going to be like for a long time, unless I do something about it. But I will need some help.

Cold Water by adaline_meadows

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She would persevere by SaarJT

How would you feel when the world you grew up in crashed and burned? What if you were tossed into one that was all about survival? Would you persevere? Or would you crumble? Follow Adelaide when she tries to make sense of what her world has become. What would happen if she was tossed back into the world that broke her? Her world that consisted of her family, her brothers, her sister. Would she forgive and forget? Will she persevere or will she crack? Welcome to my first ever book, please give it a try. I post minimum twice a week! I will try to say it won't be as cliche as your standard family story. Started: 07 feb 2022 Finished: 10 April 2022 #1 perseverance - 03/03/2022 #6 abandoned - 03/03/2022 FULLY LICENCED AND FULL COPYWRIGHT

Kentucky Kaleidoscope by Angela107247

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Aurora | ✓ cover

𝕰 𝖓 𝖉 𝖚 𝖗 𝖊 cover

Drowning In The Dark (Broken Heirs #1) cover

Hugs & Kisses cover

Broken mind (Under heavy editing!) cover

Unconditional Love cover

LET ME TELL YOU WHAT HAPPENED cover

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Kentucky Kaleidoscope cover

Aurora | ✓

Cover made by: @_navyblueee_ I'm living in a house made of glass. I'm scared to move, to breathe, to think. I'm afraid. Any wrong move and I get yelled at, a broken rule and I get beat up...he's not even my father and I'm stuck in his own fucked up version of reality. My own mother is the reason he has me, the reason my family lost me. A broken, lost mafia princess living in the wrong story, taken from the right one. I've been in foster care all my life, until them...my brothers. I am saved by them when my shattered heart was about to turn into stone and when my cries would become echoes in the walls of the prison I was bestowed upon. I was months old when I was stolen from my family. 17 years had to go by for them to finally find me. My dad, my four older brothers..one of which I'll soon discover is my twin. My missing half. Will they be able to mend my shattered soul or will I remain broken and alone? TW: rape, abuse, assault, attempted suicide, strong language - Warning: contains teenage pregnancy SHE DOES KEEP THE BABY STOP SNAPPING AT ME DAMMIT...respectfully <3 Edited...sort of