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Light in the Dark

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How do you move on from tragedy when you're the one who caused it? Diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, Mariah tries to sneak her way through a new high school unnoticed. Mariah wants to do her mandated therapy and try to live with the guilt of her past without any distractions. Darik Thatcher being the distraction. He's different in more ways than one but the biggest difference is that Darik is no longer human. A creature of science and ancient magic Darik has secrets of his own. When worlds clash and romance blossoms, will they survive?All Rights Reserved

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Scared Silent by ClumsyDino

People always believe that the way you appear on the outside is how you actually feel on the inside. Or they just simply don't put too much thought into it. You put on a brave face and pretend to be what you really want to be. But there's always some obstacles in the way. That's what it's like for Marilyn Grand. Which in French means "big, or large". But in reality Marilyn had a rather petit figure Standing at 5'2. She moved to Virginia from Las Vegas Nevada. What will happen when she suffers with her abusive parents, and her new friends begin to get skeptical. Read to find out ;) ☞︎THERE ARE SOME MATURE SCENES IN THIS BOOK! IF YOU DO NOT LIKE ANY FOR OF PHYSICAL/MENTAL ABUSE DO NOT READ! Enjoy <3

Journey Back To Me: Learning to live with Borderline Personality Disorder by AuthorJRyan

Lying to avoid explaining the millions of conflicting emotions that dance inside, set aflame. Ringmaster is always unbalanced-not sure how to feel and heal. He never learned how to process despair, too busy to sit with the emotions, care for them, validate them. He pretends to be strong, pushes through the day because no one cares as much as he does. Now you can find out what it is like to survive yourself. In the mental breakdown state of her mind, the emotionally broken girl copes with life's hardships in a cognitive capacity of a modern non-traditional circus. Based on true-life events, my 73,459-word fiction novel is based on real experiences living with borderline personality disorder. A Journey Back to Me: Learning to live with Borderline Personality Disorder is where Ringmaster and the circus performers take the audience on an adventure through mental illness. My book takes place at Planet Janet, a fantasy circus in which the Ringmaster interacts with each performance while interweaving my personal experiences of coping and living with the daily struggles of depression, rage, anxiety, panic attacks, and relationships. Each performer at the circus has a specific act that correlates with how I dealt with each situation.

𝐃𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐲'𝐬 𝐎𝐛𝐬𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧: 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐁𝐞𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 by TheSensualSinner

𝐒𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐮𝐚𝐠𝐞 & 𝐒𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭. 'No, you listen, Mae, When I said you were mine, I meant it... You got NO say when it comes to this relationship so there's no getting rid of me, Your mine and mine only so get used to me because I'm not going anywhere" He told deeply and in anger then I gasped when Kyle roughly kissed me What's wrong with him!? I clenched his leather jacket knowing there's no escaping this kiss so I went with along it. • • • Mae Estacado; She was the eldest daughter in the family and sibling, Mae once lived her life with happiness along with her loving parents, sisters, and friends, her looks were awfully alluring but a very naive person she was, Mae had all the luck in the world... Unfortunately, luck like that doesn't last long due to a psychotic devil in disguise--goes by the name, Kyle Wilson: A corrupted mind who also happens to be devilishly handsome with damning charms, fooling everyone around him. 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆: this story will trigger readers in every way possible and that's why I wrote it the way I did. **Smirks evilly**

The Bad Boy Saved Me by Pentatonix21

Do you ever wonder what life would be like if it were a movie? Or some sappy romance novel that you wish your life could be like but it's not? Sometimes you may even get to caught up in the fictional world that you don't realise it IS fictional. Then when you do realise life isn't what you convinced yourself it would be, there is only one possible outcome. Depression. Which may lead to anxiety, self-harm, low self esteem, and worst of all, losing the people you love. Life works in weird ways. Not just for you but for others too. Take Cassidy Rivers for example. Her life is far from perfect. No parents, over protective big brother, few friends, and Asher Norman, the bad boy who won't stop picking on her. Could life get any worse for Cassidy?

Timeless Rekindling by jscorvus

Juniper didn't expect being 21 to look like this. Sure, she can drink and party all she wants. But with no parties to go to. Freshly moved back to her home town after an abusive relationship, Juniper is living with her mom and two brothers while trying to find her way again. When Asher-Juniper's former best friend she has been no contact with for a year-shows up at her new job, she doesn't know what to do. Both are faced with a trip down memory lane that sends them spiraling. But will they confront the past and make a new reality together? Or will they both keep denying their feelings just like they did as kids? • • • • • • TRIGGER WARNINGS; this contains mature topics like self harm, depression, abuse, suicidal thoughts, and much more. Please be aware and read at your own risk.

B. P. Diaries Volume 1: Innocence Lost [Completed] by MSevastien

Content Warning: "B.P. Diaries: Innocence Lost" contains themes and depictions related to a child's experiences, family dynamics, and growing up. It touches on sensitive topics, including parental issues, emotional struggles, and moments of self-discovery. As the series progresses, it will delve deeper into themes of mental health, including Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD), which may involve discussions of self-harm, emotional distress, and other challenging subjects. We understand that these topics can be distressing for some readers. Please exercise caution and consider your emotional well-being while reading. If you find yourself affected by these themes, reach out to appropriate support networks or professionals who can provide assistance. Remember, your well-being is important, and there is help available for those who need it. This series aims to raise awareness and foster understanding of these issues, but your mental and emotional health should always come first. ---------------------- This is a Diary-style fiction. Think of it as reading someone's diary!

Just Listen by DELIGHTTULIP

COMPLETED●EDITING● What happens when a mother abandons her child to focus on her dreams? When she decides to lock away her emotions and focus her goals, she builds up to anything she touches; but crumbles down on family orientation. Will she ever learn how to slow down in life? Kamilah Paisley Maeve is an 18-year-old girl juggling high school. Her father raised her, and he was the only family she knew. However, fate decides to play a little game with her when she finds out that the person she looked up to the most. Her role model, Uncanny Valley, is her mother. °°° We sat back to back, hands on either side of us. Fingertips almost touching. 'Yes, maybe not today or tomorrow. But someday soon, we will be okay.' [Warning: contains strong language and scenes that some may find disturbing] °COMPLETED°

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