. . . ever since he and I broke up, it's just been chaos. the only friends I had were his friends and it's not like the word cheater that was written on my forehead is actually going to help. but I didn't cheat. I didn't. but no ones going to believe me. if he doesn't no one will. . . . MAJOR TRIGGER WARNING] this is going to contain things like rape/sexual assault, self harming.