Maybe This Time

" Zoe, just stop! Stop following me around, stop destroying my relationships. Stop freakin' loving me!!! Don' t you see how awkward this is for me?! I have been tolerating your presence for the sake of this goddamn friendship and I'm tired! "
"A... Alex... please..." I tried to grab his hand with tears already streaming in my eyes. He pushed my hand away as usual and looked at me with contempt in his eyes.
" You know what, I've had enough of this bs! There's nothing you can do to make me look at you differently. You can go ahead and destroy all of my future girlfriends' images in front of our friends if it suits you but it won't change how I see or feel for you. You're nothing to me. So it's best if you forget you f****n feeling. Remember this, you will never fit the shoe. "
And with that, he turned and walked away without a backward glance, leaving me crying and shattered inside...
I want to go after him. Tell him for the last time that I love him but my feet won't move. Maybe he's right. I guess it's high time to just forget about everything that I feel and ever felt for Alex. I'll never fit the shoe, he said.

--- " I'm just a girl standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her ...."
Pathetic right? But it's the truth. The cold hard truth. And this is my story ....