Disease

"Can you let go of my hand if that time has come" he suddenly asked while we are having a picnic

"Anong let go? Sinasabi mo diyan Brix? Kinakabahan ako sa sinabi niya.

"I know your brave baby, I know your strong in everything, your not Sobelina for nothing baby" he said while smiling.

" Alam mong mahal na mahal kita Brix, but why letting you go?" I asked in a shaking voice...

"Tell me, May nililihim ka ba sakin?" Kahit natatakot na ako pilit ko pa rin pinatatatag ang sarili ko...

We're almost 5 years in a relationship and I can say that we are strong enough to face the problems that we need to face in this reality world but I guess my word 'enough' is not really enough.

"Yes baby, I am hiding a goddamn secret on you, I have that disease, at hindi ko alam Kung anong gagawin ko" halos mabasag ang boses nya sa sunod-sunod nyang sigaw.

Hindi ko alam kung bingi ba ako o sadyang hindi ko lang matanggap? Bakit siya pa? Hindi ko lubos na matanggap. Nasasaktan ako para sa aming dalawa akala ko kaya naming kaharapin ang lahat ng problema ng sabay. Hindi ako Makatingin ng diretso sa kanya dahil sa walang tigil na ampat na pagtulo ng luha ko.

"Save your life.....specially our Baby, i'll be the happiest dad alive or dead"

At dun na ako napatingin sa kanya.
How did he know?