Why So Sad?

Why am I so sad? I mean I've endured for what now, 17 or 18 years, But I still can't get over the hurt. The hurt. I don't think I feel any hurt at all after all this time but how else am I supposed to tell you what I feel. It's something else. Something nobody will ever feel unless they have it done to themselves.

Aalia Griffens is a normal girl with s normal family. She has a best friend, goes to a good school and is pretty - even though she thinks she isn't. But that's on the outside. Inside she's scared of one thing - her mom. However nobody knows that and she never intends anyone to.

Until a rather fit boy called Julian Balott comes along. He is the perfect boy to rescue a damsel-in-distress. But could he be the one to break down all the walls Aalia has built around her true emotions?