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GUN IN MY HAND

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Reads 6,001
Votes 921
Parts 91
Time 30h 43m

Mature

As I seemed to regain consciousness, a billion questions rushed through me, and I blinked at the lifeless body like it could give me an answer.
When did I choose to pull the trigger? Where did this gun come from? What led me to this place at this exact moment? Who was I to do something like that?
But maybe it all came down to one question: Why did love put a gun in my hand?

________


When Dorothy Duncan doesn't have her school books or her pompoms in her hands, she's always left with the promise ring her boyfriend has given her.
So how can she end up with a gun?

The answer lies somewhere between heartbreak, betrayal, secrets, a journey to find herself, and her encounter with a mysterious bad boy. 


The Summer 1962 will be exceptionally hot, sultry, wild, and it will change Dorothy's life forever. Maybe not only hers...


If you dare, come join this sexy and dangerous romance to find the answer to this simple question: Why did love put a gun in my hand?

________

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Behind Closed Doors by Brooklyngirl1026

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Behind Closed Doors

I never thought my life would be like this; trapped in a dark room and scared for my life. A blindfold was wrapped around my head, covering my eyes, making me completely blind and on high alert. My breathing was ragged and I could smell the mold that was most likely covering most of the room. My hands were tied behind my back, my feet tied together and I was sitting on the floor, propped up against a wall. I heard a slight shuffling across the room that was coming closer to me. I tried my hardest to keep my breathing under control to seem confident and fearless, but in reality, I was shitting my pants and squealing like a scared little girl on the inside. To say I was terrified was a drastic understatement. I was petrified, shaking with fear, but they were not going to know that. "Who are you?!" I demanded. If I was going to die, it would be with the name of my kidnapper. A voice boomed closely to me, "Well, if I told you that, this wouldn't be any fun." **************** Skylar James, a 24 year old girl, is kidnapped by a very well known gang who has a vendetta against her family. In an attempt to find light in her situation, she makes friends with one of the members. Logan Grant was forced into the gang at the young age of 16. He was abused until he became emotionless and ruthless, so that one day, he could rule the gang. Everything was going smoothly until Skylar is brought in. With a blindfold wrapped around her head, he instantly feels bad for her, though he cannot show it. Afraid of getting caught, he shows no emotion while others are around. Though, behind closed doors is a whole other story.