GUN IN MY HAND
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As I seem to regain consciousness, a billion questions rush through me, and I blink at the lifeless body like it could give me an answer.
When did I choose to pull the trigger? Where did this gun come from? What led me to this place at this exact moment? Who was I to do something like that?
But maybe it all comes down to one question: Why did love put a gun in my hand?
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Spring 1962, Dorothy Duncan is turning 18, and the future has never looked brighter.
Promising student, cheerleader captain, and girlfriend of the sheriff's son, Spencer Colt, she seems to have it all.
Until she catches her boyfriend naked with another girl-her cousin and biggest rival in the cheer team, on top of that.
As all her certainties are blown away, all she wanna do is forget, and that's exactly what Blade Sayer is offering.
Dangerous, unpredictable, and sharper than the edge of his knife, he screams trouble from the moment she meets him, and yet, something draws her to him like a spark along a burning fuse.
The more Spencer tries to win her back, the more she races and crashes into Blade's dangerous world. But while feelings are tangling, and secrets unfolding, who will be the reason she pulls the trigger in the end?
If you dare, come join this sexy and dangerous romance to find the answer.
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