this is about my life now this will have mentioned of suicide, cutting, rape, etc. so please if these trigger you or your not comfortable with these click away now this story will be written like a suicide note and all these things happen to me except for one and you'll figure out what it is at the end if you already know you know but I'm not going to spoil anything I'm just going to let you guys read I won't put a trigger warning when it gets the part I will actually I don't know I might depends if I forget it or not I'll try to remember no promises if any of these things trigger you in any way please click off now and go read my other story I also wrote cause my friend SadgirrlDior wrote a story and so it made me feel like I should write this otay have fun reading byeAll Rights Reserved