CROWN OF QUEEN

The moment we were so close together I know I lost it. I just can't resist the feelings nor the emotions anymore. The way her deep green eyes was looking into my red ones. The way her brown hair was all tangled and messy in front of her face right now. The way she smelt. Her scent of fresh earthly soil and herbs are just making me go crazy. And just the feel of her hot breathe against my skin is making me breathless, making my skin hot and feel butterflies in my stomach.

I realized I could no longer resist this feeling but the best I could do for now is control them. Cause in my eyes she seems too young and unready for this right now. Unready to accept me. So, I lookedJust a second ago our noses were touching, our lips few millimeters apart while I felt her addicting scent hitting my nose and her touch away and helped her get up from above me. Slowly she stood up from the ground where she had accidentally fallen above me.

My heart was beating like crazy. Like a mad person. burning against my skin.

But now as we are moving apart, inch by inch, I know all I wanted to do was close the distance between us. But I also know I have to wait for this and control myself.

After both of us were in the standing posture there was an awkward silence between us which followed. I was debating in my mind what to say after the falling-above-me incident in order to break the silence. Before I could even make my mind on what to say she took the incitive of talking first.

Looking in my eyes she said, "You know, you are kind of .... ".