Poems - Anthology Of A Distorted Connection

Poems - Anthology Of A Distorted Connection

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My life was going down so fast that it created kinetic energy great enough to blow a hole in all the disgusting optimistic dreams. Not a single part of my being had remained, dropped out into nothingness as if they've met their distinguished anti-atoms. Miseries circled me pulled by those strong electromagnetic forces of fails and remorses. I felt terribly suffocated as if I had fallen into the centre of singularity. Death was as bright as a quasar when hope was ridiculously as dark as a black hole. I offered to god, to force, to energy, or anything to give me anything just to make sure I didn't freeze at an absolute zero degree of temperature.
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I once loved this boy, the feelings were intoxicating. It took over. I was being tortured by this unrequited love I felt for almost two years. This is my journey of figuring out how to live with it. "Summary": Hurt me, beat me, with the violence of words, and I will explode But maybe it hurts for a reason I want to hurt him I am me because of him Maybe I need the pain to live The only thing I know is that I'm dying Now I have to live with the consequences of the things he did(n't) do He'll hurt me no matter what he does Maybe hell and heaven are the same thing, but I choose to die his way We would be perfectly flawed and unperfectly flawless together, if only he could love me once But darling, I have a fear of falling apart This is a cry for help I'm crashing Fight for me, fight against me, fight against him But isn't it fear that keeps me alive also? I don't hurt anymore I am in so much pain I am a disaster waiting to happen I'm not afraid to die A lot of love to give, and no love gotten I love the things that kill me, and kill the things that love me It hurts to love him, but you can love someone without loving yourself, in that destructive kind of way

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