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SONDER [18+]

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Reads 580
Votes 46
Parts 10
Time 1h 59m

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"And I chose you, 'cause you're all I need
And you chose your man, but your man ain't me."
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S O N D E R
(n.) A feeling of realization that everybody lives a life as complexed as your own, with just as complex emotions, ideas and choices.
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Myra finds herself stuck in an abusive relationship, sex keeping the only love she believed they shared alive. Realizing how intimacy has become a way of reassurance, Myra can't help but wonder if the person she loves really cares for her more than her body.

That is, until she meets Isaiah. A handsome man with an ugly past, and more demons than Myra can handle. After his tragic events, Isaiah can't stand the idea of intimacy, yet that is all Myra craves.

He's too hard for her, and she's too heated for him.

Will their past keep them from creating a healthy future, or will they come to feel SONDER?

"I'll always choose you, Myra."

                                     "Over everything?"

"Over everyone."All Rights Reserved

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