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Scared Stars {RusAme}

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TW! 
SH
Suicidal thoughts 
Abuse
Smut {Maybe}
Depression 
Homophobia 
NightMares
Trauma 
Angst
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"Is life this hard?.."
"Yes and, It's just as pathetic as you"
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America had just moved with his dad and siblings, he had never been loved by his dad because he was gay, and had always been abused, but his siblings weren't touched and their mom left them. He just wanted to be loved, but people just thought he was a loser and bullied him, Russia was one of those people.Seluruh Hak Cipta Dilindungi Undang-Undang

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🎵 ꜱʜʏ ᴍᴇʟᴏᴅʏ 🎵 ~ ʀᴜꜱᴀᴍᴇ cover

Love Letters (Rusame) COMPLETE cover

The Things I'd Rather Forget // Countryhumans AU cover

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I n L o v e W i t h A C r i m i n a l Russia ×America. cover

Saudade | CountryHumans RusAme cover

We Are A Family (A USSR FAM FIC) cover

Pessimistic Coodies (RusAme) cover

you'll never be alone <3 (Rusame) cover

B l o o m (CountryHumans AU by MapleChild) cover

🎵 ꜱʜʏ ᴍᴇʟᴏᴅʏ 🎵 ~ ʀᴜꜱᴀᴍᴇ

( cover art by punkiller1134 on Instagram, other is made by me ) ~ Russia wanted a change in life, that's when he decided to move away from his original hometown to start a new life at his "brother's" highschool. While being there he also makes a couple friends, but one certain kid gets his attention the most. The shy American who doesn't talk to anyone at all. Will Russia get his attention somehow? what Will happen between them? read the story to find out ;) ( Designs look similarly to the ones on the cover )