Scared Stars {RusAme}
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MatureComplete Mon, Nov 7, 202215m
TW!
SH
Suicidal thoughts
Abuse
Smut {Maybe}
Depression
Homophobia
NightMares
Trauma
Angst
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"Is life this hard?.."
"Yes and, It's just as pathetic as you"
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America had just moved with his dad and siblings, he had never been loved by his dad because he was gay, and had always been abused, but his siblings weren't touched and their mom left them. He just wanted to be loved, but people just thought he was a loser and bullied him, Russia was one of those people.
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