Learning how to let go ~ karlnap

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Reads 542
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Parts 4
Time 53m

LiterallyHonk

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TW: su1c1de mentioned in blurb 
    
    Karl has died 32 times in different ways, but every time he commits he wakes up with a scar or a bruise but apart from that he's completely unharmed. 
    
    Everyday he goes to school and he acts like it's fine, its not like he has many real friends, they just want him to get closer with his foster Perants daughter or they want his fake personality to make them feel better about themselves. Everyday he trys again, everynight  he wakes up in his bed with a fresh scar.
    
    It's not his fault he wants to die, he doesn't belong. His family, gone. He lives with his adoptive perants who prefer there own child, he doesn't blame them, why would they want him? His friends, well plain and simple, he doesn't have any. Love, soulmates? Karl never believed it that.
    
    But as Karl now lies on the floor of someone's house in a pool of blood from attempting the 33 time something comes to the back of his mind. How come he doesn't die? Is something/someone still want him here? What does he have to do to finally let go.
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    #35- failedAll Rights Reserved

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TW: su1c1de mentioned in blurb 
    
    Karl has died 32 times in different ways, but every time he commits he wakes up with a scar or a bruise but apart from that he's completely unharmed. 
    
    Everyday he goes to school and he acts like it's fine, its not like he has many real friends, they just want him to get closer with his foster Perants daughter or they want his fake personality to make them feel better about themselves. Everyday he trys again, everynight  he wakes up in his bed with a fresh scar.
    
    It's not his fault he wants to die, he doesn't belong. His family, gone. He lives with his adoptive perants who prefer there own child, he doesn't blame them, why would they want him? His friends, well plain and simple, he doesn't have any. Love, soulmates? Karl never believed it that.
    
    But as Karl now lies on the floor of someone's house in a pool of blood from attempting the 33 time something comes to the back of his mind. How come he doesn't die? Is something/someone still want him here? What does he have to do to finally let go.
    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
    
    #35- failed

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