Moving Forward and Going Back
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Last published Thu, Sep 26, 2019
"He started dating this guy. God, his name must have been... I can't remember, but one day he came home, and I saw him with his boyfriend. And I went and I told my mom. And I called-- I said, 'brother's a fag!'
"How'd that make him feel?"
"I didn't ask-- didn't care. But he left and went on this vacation/ road trip thing. Anyways, they end up coming home but..."
"But what, Cade?"
I look at the floor, "but I told him to leave again."
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