Just when I think everything is falling into place,
I sit down in the quietness
and my mind starts to race
The bad thoughts start to come again,
how much longer until they win?
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Book one of my series
"So what do you believe in?" I asked, he thought in silence for a bit "I can't really think of anything" he replied "what! Come on, you have to believe in something, if people didn't believe in anything then nothing would ever happen" I said, we were standing closer to each other now. "I believe in you".