I've never truly felt loved... I guess it would be that way when your out of place... I am Annalise... I am 15 years of age... Of course my life is different... Having to sneak out of my home, a place I should feel is safe so that I am able to breath... I am an albino in a rich family... I am a misfit, I wasn't supposed to turn out the way I did... So.. My parents hid me from the world... I am anorexic... I've been body shamed for... I don't even remember how long... I'm too fat... I'm not skinny enough... I'm not girly enough... I mean I guess all parents expect their children to be perfectly normal... Something that I am not... I have someone that I look up to... I see him as a big brothet or even a father figure... He won't ever notice me though... Michael Jackson... He's my guidence... I guess he is sort of my reason of living... I wouldn't be alive if he hadn't started making music... I would find myself listening to his music till wee hours of the morning... Learning his every dance, the steps... I spent free time drawing him... He was perfect... Everything I'm not... I wish one day... He would show up with adoption forms... And whisk me away to Neverland... Its merely a childs dream...All Rights Reserved