The Morning After I Killed Myself [PPB Book Series #1]
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  • Time 2h 48m
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Ongoing, First published Jul 06, 2021
Mature
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"Error means failure, and failure means disappointment."

"The Gift of Merci" takes readers on a gripping journey through the life of Sage Luxaire, a relentless perfectionist who lives by the mantra that 'error equates to failure'. With a track record of her academic excellence and high standards, she believes that success is solely a product of hard work and unyielding determination. But as Sage's world spins faster, she finds herself grappling with the overwhelming pressure of maintaining her perfect image.

As the pages unfold, Sage's world begins to unravel, and she stumbles upon a profound realization - she is worth more than just grades and accomplishments. However, the revelation comes too late, leaving her caught in a tumultuous storm of regrets and missed opportunities.

"The Gift of Merci" offers an unapologetic glimpse into the inner workings of a driven and ambitious individual, highlighting the dangers of an unyielding pursuit of perfection. Through Sage's journey of self-discovery, readers are reminded that life's greatest gifts often lie in the embrace of imperfections and the ability to show oneself grace.

Fly high, Lux!
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