Drowning for you (Ben drowned x Reader)

When I was a child I had started to drown after the waves had taken me too far out to sea. After I had woken up I was on the shoreline with no one around. I was found by My parents after a few hours wandering the beach. Before we left I saw a shadow watching me. Many years later I while visiting the beach for a gig I followed the shadow and came across someone bleeding out of their eyes...