We paint ourselves as Hero's
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Last published Wed, Jul 7, 2021
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Hurt
HURT DEF: cause mental pain or distress to (a person or their feelings).
Hurt. a four-letter word that holds so much emotion. Anger, weakness, sadness, betrayal, and lastly numbness. Hurt, the word many feel but never express. It can consume you whole and leave nothing but a host that just walks and breathes. Many underestimate the power of one's hurt, some people express it in any way, whether it's physically, verbally, or mentally. But others, they never do. They just hide it, unaware that one day they too will also be consumed by it until disintegrate in their self-destruction.
So, I can say that I've been hurt, but in my opinion, hurt is an understatement to my story.
A story that is so excruciating.
This is my story
The story of Zala Blacksmith.
This is the story of Goldie.
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