You never now what their thinking

There are so many stories out there that are about love, how it's always going to be a happy ending and that the guy you like will like you back. Well you might think this is true but to be honest it's all just a big lie. My name is Araca and I am just a normal girl, I'm 13 and I have this huge crush on a guy in my class named Carter. Yes I know we're not going to get married in the future but that doesn't make me like him less. Carter has blond hair with brown eyes and glasses. I don't know why but for some reason I tend to like guys with blond hair and it kinda pisses me off. This is reality, I know that he is never going to like me back. He's a popular guy and I'm just kinda trying to fit in. I don't think that I'm the best looking girl, but I'm not ugly, I don't think. I have medium length light brown hair that isn't straight or wavy it's like a mix between. I have big brown eyes and My everyday outfit is usually leggings and a baggy sweater.