I'm trapped inside of a world were my bully is my lover and brothers best friend He causes me pain everyday form beginning of the school year until now he's beaten be physically sexually and emotionaly I can't even think straight because he's always right there he says that I belong to him and him only that he loves me and just wants me to understand that it's true but right now I can't see it I can't feel it he's the reason I'm on drugs he's the reason I cut he's the reason for all of this but .............. At the end of the day I KNOW that deep down inside he does love me ... We are meant to be.....and I know we'll work in the future because I do know he's my SOULMATE BEHIND HURT DOORSAll Rights Reserved