Loving You

I loved you. I still do. But I don't know if I should..you say you love me but never true,y mean it..you run away and com crawling back...could it be true this time? Or another trap? Will I fall? Or will I walk away? I'm meadow and I'm 14 years old. Hayes is 14 and also the boy of my dreams..But he's also my killer..will I die? Or walk among the living?...