My crazy messed up life

Taylor a girl who lives in California and her family is great untill she is four when her mother leaves her and her father's father dies while her father is trying to live upto his father's potical legacy Taylor grows away for him and she starts suffering from anxiety and depression and even she doesn't know what that means but when she get phones and tablets the whole thing changes she knows thing a fifteen year old should not know and when one she is about to kill herself she turns to a diary because her mom or her dad don't know what she almost did and they won't get her a therapist so now in high school Taylor life is not an average students life it never will be but when a great boarding school opportunity opens up for her and all her friends she has to take it while on all cross country road trip to a concert and getting a call having panick attacks and cramped space she and her friends go insane but that call is the insanist what will Taylor when she clashes with the owners son and his gang Taylor's life is about to get more complicated than before but this time it's how she choses to deal with it