If we die I die with you

If I died to day who would care no one at the time but now I see because of her someone will care or just know I was here when I was nine they told me I may die now when your a kid you cry you yell and you hide you think you can hide from death but you can't all you can do is let it find you now my mom cried and I never seen my dad after that you would think at nine no one would have said cancers to you that it was not real but to day we see at 18 I'm still not dead or healthy and still wear this blue and black wig still have to have cat scans and still go to the groups even if I hate it even if I wish that I was gone I meet her there you know the girl I speak of the one I fell in love with the one I hope to hold now her name so sweet and soft it slips past my lips like ice melting rose it's so normal that I love it and the girl it is