Simon and his lightsaber

My name is Simon Lewis.
I was a hero, so they tell me.
I'd like to know how (me a mundane) could be a hero.

My angel, Issy, is alway here, at my side with a fake smile on her face. Why she stay's and tries to get me to remember is a mystery, that no one will tell me.
I fell in love with her all over again, Issy. I love her like l've known her forever. I feel like I do

They say it will feel better after my wounds heal. After the new runes sit. But for the moment it feels like hell.

This world and most of the characters are created by Cassandra Clare.