Still Inside
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This journal will be a way for me to vent out my thoughts and frustrations of still being in the closet in a way my circumstances in real life won't allow.
When I made my first journal, I was younger and way more immature than I was now. I also made the mistake of writing for others, and not for myself. This journal will have my pure, unedited thoughts on some topics that may be, for a better word, more real :)
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