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Dear Diary

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literally just a diary that I'm posting. 

My life is boring so yeah...

If you know me in real life... and you read this, I do not take responsibility for any hurt feelings. 

I will not use real names. 

this is literally going to be my diary so no rude comments on my crapy schedule. 

I'll probably write in it every day (I won't... like I barely write in it)

Each entry will be a day in my life. (It won't... it's mostly just a vent book) I'm not sure how long I'll do this but we shall see.

Trigger Warning for some heavy mental illness stuff... like sh, and suicidal thoughts, and an attempted suicide... you have been warned...All Rights Reserved

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Ordinary girl? I think not! by mdepaz3

Day 1 Dear Diary, Hey it's me again I am not really sure what to say. Okay scratch that I wanted to say, guess what? I know that I might be going to church and doing my regular alter serving thing. I know that I am getting closer with the people that help out with me. I know that they are good people, maybe even my friends but I know that in the end I will hurt them. And they might hurt me before I can. I know that I don't want to but I did 10 years ago. I don't wanna do it again. Today is the first day of the Carnival my friends are here to pick me up which means I have to go and put my wig on to cover up all my white (born with) hair. Oh before I go one more thing this is day 1 of full on depression. Day 1 of bottling up my emotions. Day 1 of putting walls up and not letting and anyone see the real me cause lets be honest I am not an ordinary girl!

Keeping Up With the Sammy by SamanthaMichelle0

Hello! My name is Sam and, surprise, I write! Instead of throwing another common Wattpad teen romance your way, I decided to use this commonly used website as a journal for everyone to judge me! So if you want to read about my weird crazy life or just wanna dive into something a bit relaxing to take away the stresses of your day, I welcome you here to my little corner. Snuggle up and enjoy 💜 And as always, Stay Lovely ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 09/24 Hey, it's me Sam again, but four years later from what you just read this thing is essentially a blog, let's be honest, but hey, maybe if you're into that we can have a laugh together. And if you're about to swipe out this because this isn't very Wattpad aesthetic, I understand, I hope you have a great day, and again, Stay Lovely

My Personal Diary; My life. by Nicole76

This is my personal diary. I've been debating if I should put this on here, and I still am thinking about deleting it.. I'm not sure yet. There's things on here I'm not proud of. Please no harsh or rude comments. It's rated R so be cautioned. This is more for myself than anyone else.

The Arastu Diaries pt. 2 by Attudagr8

I CHANGED MY MIND; DON'T READ THIS!! Who would even want to read this anyway? This is a legit ass diary of my life And I am not sure if I should publish this Too personal. I just like the idea that people can read this but I don't want them to.

Noah (Obsessions in Overdrive #1) by MarcelinePierson

I've always had a feeling that I would die young. Ever since I started pondering on deaths door I've had this feeling. I could care less about the hell and heaven shenanigans, but death. I want it. The end of my life. I want to be in my suit, in my coffin, in the ground and my soul to be gone. I've been waiting for 16 years, yet no sign of death opening his door no matter how many times I ring his doorbell. Yeah, I enjoy thinking about my end. Especially at moments like this... *** #1 physical #1 cuteguys #1 addiction #2 self-esteem *** Started: 7 November 2022 Finished: 18 April 2024

Depression, anxiety, EDs, and other mental health issues. by Esperanza5404

This story is about depression disorders, anxiety disorders, eating disorders, personality disorders, other mental illnesses, self harm, suicide, bullying, and the stigma of mental illness. This book was written to help others and educate people. It is also written to let people know where/how they can get help. I put some of the links to the sites I used. I am NOT glorifying or romantizing any of this. This book is NOT used for diagnosis of any kind as I am not a mental health professional. So PLEASE DONT SELF DIAGNOSE YOURSELF WITH A MENTAL ILLNESS. This book contains sensitive content, so read at your own risk. #breakthestigmaofmentalillness

My venting book + Stories(?) by Wannabe_GothKid

This is just something that I can express my emotions and how I'm feeling. It'll basically be like a diary for me and anyone reading can see into my life. Also I will be doing some story requests if anyone wants. Female/Non-binary/Gender neutral reader Character x reader Character x reader x character Fandoms: Project Sekai Danganronpa Genshin Impact Twisted Wonderland Toilet Bound Hanako-Kun Haikyuu Obey Me Omori VTubers (Nijisanji En + Hololive/Holostars/Holotempus)

Pieces of Me. by beautiful_wish

Hi there, how are you? I hope you're okay. Like the title says, this book is made of pieces of me, sort of like a diary. Each chapter has its topic, message and feeling. I write it as my life goes on, pouring my heart out, mentioning a lot of the past and situations I haven't overcome, voicing my struggles, wins and losses, lessons and pain. I hope this helps you somehow, I mean, if I'm gonna be posting my life anonymously on the internet I can try at least to help someone. Never forget, you are not alone. This is for you. Good luck :) *trigger warning*- please if you get triggered easily or are going through a hard situation don't read this book, specially the chapters: Puppy thoughts. The Need. -Sequel: Head High (on my profile)

Diary Of A Teenage Girl by Feralleral

This is just for fun / a way to document how my life is going without having to worry about anyone finding a diary I dont have a real diary so im Just doing this on here. I dont write in here every day, and chapters are short most of the time. Just shit that happends in my life. Also i cant spell for shit, so if you read this, have fun (so fuxkings nuch of it is autocorect if I didnt have autocorenct it would look like tis.)

Grey by Estelle_Ayriz

Dear whatever, Or is it whoever? I don't know, I'm not a writer anyways. Hi, I'm Arielle, but please call me A, I'm sick of hearing my name, or anyname actually, it just bothers me that I'm not actually as special as they'd want me to believe. Who's they? Oh, I don't know, everyone? Society? Whatever, so I guess I should tell you what this is about, eh? I'm writing this so I have something to leave behind, some sort of purpose to stay here, in this world, in this reality. I guess another reason is so that people can understand me? Or anyone like me I guess. To know what goes on in my mind. This will be officially started on June 4, 2017, my birthday, and will end on June 4, 2018. Whatever happens to this book, I promise myself that I won't delete it. If anyone actually bothers reading this, leave comments and suggestions or questions to get mentioned in the next chapter. I will be posting daily, but word count and time posted may vary. May 29, 2017 Monday 11:11 PM Signing off, A

Coping because I'm a loser by SugaryLettuce

Hi so this is my diary of how stupid I am. I mess everything Up and I don't deserve love. I'm sorry who ever meets me in the future.

how am i? (1) by natsistrash

This is a daily updated journal/diary thing that started in January of 2018 and has not ended yet. There will be a part two to this book, because I've found writing in this book so relaxing and helpful when it comes to my mental health. • • • Sometimes I feel trapped. Like I can't tell people how I truly feel because they won't understand. This book is more for me than it is anyone else. I hope you get enjoyment out of it, but honestly, it's an outlet for me to express myself. I'm done keeping my emotions trapped inside myself. I'm truly done with that. If you want to read my emotions and my day to day life, go ahead. If your easily offended by my opinions I would suggest not reading this, because it's practically made for my opinions to be shared. If you hate me, read at your own risk, because this is me being my true self. Some things might not be good to read for those who are struggling with mental illnesses because I do describe my own experience with mental illness and describe horrible thoughts, so it might trigger you. If you ever need someone to talk to just dm me. Thanks for reading <3

Trash Book of Extra. by BilanMuhidin

Warning: I am a weirdo. This will contain some thoughts of mine, some poems, some deep shit, some thoughts I have as I go through the journey of self-exploration, lmao. Some chapters may be seen as too controversial but whatever you know. I mean, reading this is your choice. You don't have to. I mean, I'd like you all to read every chapter but it's not a story book so you may skip some chapters you don't like and read the ones that you do like. P.S. I do not deny that my thoughts are somewhat influenced by my environment and experiences. Also, this is the real me. Some people think I'm quiet and cold-hearted but on the inside I'm actually a big softie with feelings. To be honest, it's kinda my fault since I hate revealing my emotions to other people or even asking for help until I have to. And even then, I start hating myself for being such a weakling. That is a major character flaw of mine that I must overcome!

Silence (Muke Hybrid) by Fangirls_4ever

**I WROTE THIS WHEN I WAS IN 5TH GRADE SO IM SORRY FOR ALL THE GRAMMAR AND SPELLING MISTAKES I HAVEN'T LOOKED BACK AT THIS OR EDIT IT SINCE I ENDED IT** *** EDIT #2 🤡WTF WAS I THINKING WHEN I MADE FHIS**** ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Are you okay?" *Silence* "I promise I won't hurt you" *Silence* "What's your name?" *Silence* ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *WARNING: TRIGGERING ABUSE ANOREXIA SELF-HARM SUICIDE*

My Prison Called Life (Bio 1) by Dani_Wolf_IceQueen

This is a bio about me and what I went through as a child. You see I was abused not just by both parents but my whole family. I know you guys probably heard about all of this before but I want to write this. It will help me forget about my past and let me move on. I was suicidal and I wanted to give up but I didn't. So this is a story of what happened before Ways To Stop Bullying and after it. Journey with me when you see the hell I went through and how I made it out to be the person I am today. To be honest this is something that scares me more than anything in the world by writing this. But I want to and need to. To be warned it will get ugly and it might not look that bad to most people who probably had it worse than me. But this isn't why I'm writing this to get sympathy I'm writing this so I can finally move on and say. I done this I lived through it. I doubt anyone would read this and if they do I doubt many will but I don't care I'm writing this for me and if it helps others? I'm glad so I don't know what else to say so this is all.

The Words I couldn't Say by -silentmochi

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Ordinary girl? I think not! cover

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My Personal Diary; My life. cover

The Arastu Diaries pt. 2 cover

Noah (Obsessions in Overdrive #1) cover

Depression, anxiety, EDs, and other mental health issues. cover

My venting book + Stories(?) cover

Pieces of Me. cover

Diary Of A Teenage Girl cover

Coping because I'm a loser cover

how am i? (1) cover

Trash Book of Extra. cover

Silence (Muke Hybrid) cover

My Prison Called Life (Bio 1) cover

The Words I couldn't Say cover

Ordinary girl? I think not!

Day 1 Dear Diary, Hey it's me again I am not really sure what to say. Okay scratch that I wanted to say, guess what? I know that I might be going to church and doing my regular alter serving thing. I know that I am getting closer with the people that help out with me. I know that they are good people, maybe even my friends but I know that in the end I will hurt them. And they might hurt me before I can. I know that I don't want to but I did 10 years ago. I don't wanna do it again. Today is the first day of the Carnival my friends are here to pick me up which means I have to go and put my wig on to cover up all my white (born with) hair. Oh before I go one more thing this is day 1 of full on depression. Day 1 of bottling up my emotions. Day 1 of putting walls up and not letting and anyone see the real me cause lets be honest I am not an ordinary girl!