Drugs
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Last published Thu, Oct 6, 2022
18 year old Phil Lester sells drugs for his drug lord dad at parties on the weekend. But when Phil's father finds he is needed back in England to take care of some business Phil is forced to go with him back to the place that he never really considered home. Well that was until he met Daniel Howell.
"Don't let people treat you like a cigarette. They only use you when they're bored then step on you when they're done. Be like drugs, let them die for you."
Daniel Howell, gorgeous, popular, and rich. He wears what he wants and doesn't give two shits what people think or say about him.
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