Random stuff I think about and do in 2021 book 2

I have too many random thoughts so I'm just going to add a chapter to this every time I get one. This may be amusing, it may not. This is mainly for me to look back at and say "what was I thinking and how tired was I?" Let's see what I have by the end of 2021 THIS IS BOOK 2!!

July 9th - January 4th

TW: sensitive topics like suicide, alcohol, and verbal abuse