Han Jisung is closeted and hiding that he is in love with his ex-best friend Lee Minho. Even more secrets come to the surface when they share an apartment together through a rainy night. There's gender swapping of the members :) // internalized homophobia, anxiety disorders, yelling, food, disordered eating This story uses the word queer as a neutral descriptor, though I understand people dislike it for its history. 23.09.10 Edit: I have no idea whether this story was unintentionally inspired by another fic (I wrote this two or three years ago, and I have no idea what fanfic I was reading at the time). But in any case, I highly highly highly recommend this fic: https://archiveofourown.org/works/28294722 It was one of the first fics I read on ao3 and I don't know how to articulate how much it meant to me