I'm Sorry Francisco
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Last published Sat, Jul 10, 2021
Synopsis:
"Mahal kita, alam mong mahal kita at handa akong pagdaang muli lahat ng hirap at sakit kung yun ang magdadala sayo sa buhay ko"
Hindi ko makuhang tumingin sa mga mata niyang puno ng luha at sakit. Parang pinipiga ang puso ko na makita siyang nakaluhod ngayon sa harap ko at halos mag makaawa. Pero hindi ko pa kayang patawarin ang sarili ko sa ngayon gaano ko man ka gustong yakapin siya ng mahigpit at punasan ang mga luha nya, at mas lalong na durog ang puso nang mag simula siyang dumukot sa bulsa nya.
Napapailing ako sabay ang pagpatak ng luha sa aking mga mata. Sobrang sakit na ng dibdib ko at halos hindi na ako makahinga.
"France please baby" sabay hawak at halik sa kamay ko
"Let's not be like this baby please. Masaya na tayo eh at alam kong mahal mo ko wag mong gawin sakin to, nasasaktan na ako"
Maingat niyang binuksan ang maliit na box at tumambad sa akin ang isang pamilyar na sing-sing.
Na nginginig ako sa kinatatayuan ko at mas lalong na duwag. I don't deserve this, I don't deserve him just yet.
"Baby please say yes" nakaluhod parin siya at nagsisimula na kaming makahakot ng atensiyon ng mga tao.
"I love you baby and I'm very sorry" agad kong tinanggal ang pagkakahawak niya sa kamay ko at mabilis na tumakbo pa layo.
And again I've hurt him.
Panay ang punas ko sa mga luha ko na walang tigil sa pag patak.
Takbo lang France takbo at tumakas ka nanaman...
Kahit minsan hindi ko intensiyong manakit.
I've hurt the man I love just because I can't forgive myself.
Alam kong hindi lahat kaya akong intindihin gaya ng hindi ko kayang intindihin ang sarili ko sa mga pagakkataong ito.
Pero sa bawat distansya ko papalayo sa kanya tahimik kong dalangin na sana pag dating ng panahon na kaya ko na ulit siyang harapin ay magawa niya parin akong patawarin.
"I'm sorry Francisco Xavier Cortez for ruining your life" pabulong kong wika nang tuluyan na akong maka alis ng bansa.
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