My Drug addiction
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Last published Fri, Feb 11, 2022
I've tried so many ways to stop drugs well let me tell you how drugs came about in my life well I had met this mane name Eddie he was a dealer on my block not to mention I stayed in the hood so my block was filled with nothing but dealers but Eddie he was a new dealer he had that good stuff you know when somethings good you can't get enough of it well that's how it was with the crack I loved it I couldn't stay away from it i needed it to help me with my life and so I would buy buy buy but i always made sure I had enough of money before I bought anything from Eddie me and him became great friends so when I told him about me wanting to get clean he was all for it he was even helping me trying different ways to stop but nothing worked so I thought about going to rehab center and he even signed me up to take some classes to take to talk about my addiction but then
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