just a breath removed from going to waste - -ˏˋ Norah ˊˎ - Wattpad

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just a breath removed from going to waste

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Reads 986
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Parts 4
Time 15m

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Andy Herrera sees Maya Bishop struggling all by herself,  refusing the help of everyone. As Maya's breakdowns become more public and severe, Andy becomes increasingly concerned about her best friend. Will Andy be able to reach Maya in time to help her?

Pre-3x05 and Maya being captain (ie. no Carina yet). As much as I love Maya and Carina together, I thought it'd be fun to explore a budding relationship between Maya and Andy, especially as they navigate the ups and downs of Maya's struggles. I've always thought they'd be cute together.

*TRIGGER WARNING *
Includes graphic descriptions of self harm and suicidal ideation.

*Also posted on AO3 under the username lovedinshadesofwrong*All Rights Reserved

andyherrera angst anxiety breakdowns depression friendship friendstolovers hurt hurt-comfort lgbtq mayabishop selfharm station19

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Maya's First Sick Day

Maya Bishop has never taken a sick day in her life, but when she starts dating Carina Deluca, that changes. Maya comes down with the flu, and Carina is insistent she stay home. Set right after the season 3 finale, but Maya doesn't cheat on Carina. Originally published on AO3