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Time 5h 46m

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[THANTOPHOBIA]
- the fear of losing someone you love - 

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Everybody called her Jasmine but her real name was Diane - who  hid behind her loud, enthusiastic character while Jasmine embodied it. 

Her eyes grew tired every night but nothing stopped her because it was all for her future.

Her grip weakened as she fell onto the ground with blood pouring at the back of her head.  She was alone.  Helpless & weak. Her vision blurred but what she never forgot was the sound of a blade grazing against metal and that was the first time she met him. 

In a dark alley. 

She inhaled his scent - golden amber & vanilla whiskey. 

She knew he was hers when she buried her face into his neck that was warm & welcoming. The complete opposite of him - Isaak Johnson-Rivera. She  found comfort in his embrace

But it was all short-lived until they met again. 

She was a retired nurse who was now a wedding planner. And he was set to be a Don. 

After all of these years he was still hers and she was still his. Even though they burnt each until they were numb, he was still able to sweep her off her feet and leave her guessing. It was both of them against her family - Yulia Golov. 

The woman Isaak was set to marry. 

Little did he know the wedding planner was Diane and when he saw her again 

her gaze was different. Her aura had changed. She was cold, different, altruistic.  The opposite of the person he knew from before. The hatred was evident as it poured out her sky blue eyes and he hated himself for it.


But their love could overcome everything. 

Right?All Rights Reserved

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You Don't Know Me by Oneirata_xia

I could still feel the numbness in my limbs and the piercing pain on my shoulder as I tried to adjust my eyes to the light. There was a constant banging sound in my ear and it was slowly fading away. My vision was blurry and as i adjust my focus, i saw all four of my so called brothers in front of me. They all looked.....worried. I was still not used to their insane acting skills because for a sec i believed it. Maybe I was deceiving myself. What if they actually cared? Before i completely lost it i woke up and tried to pull the plugs and syringe in me....and to say I regretted it was an understatement. Raffaele immediately held me and Damian was screaming for the doctor. I snapped and pushed him away. I didn't know why I was in an hospital. The last thing I remember was holding a gun against my head. "Where is he" The first person I looked for as soon as I woke up was him but he was no where to be seen. I was scared for him, my brothers were capable of doing anything. "He is dead" I couldn't make out who said it because as soon as I heard it my world went black. **************************** Amelia was deceived her whole life. The man she thought was her father was actually her kidnapper. She was locked away from the world her entire life and the constant abuse was all that she could remember . Years later, her brothers comes back to get her after finding out their long lost sister is alive...... But these brothers can't keep their little princess to themselves for long. Lucas Hermandez. To him Amelia is his light, the only one who can tame this demon. The moment when she went missing he turned the world upside down trying to find her. He'd burn the world if it meant he could find her. What will happen when he finds out she's back? Amelia's determined about one thing - never to trust anyone again, and her brothers are reluctant to win back her trust. She is no longer the sweet girl they once knew. ********************

2. The Beast And His Beauty✔️ by kiramcneil

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Forbidden Desires: The Secret Affair That Changed Everything by Beautiful_blessed

She had a picture-perfect family. A loving mother and father and bomb best friends, but sadly her world came crashing down. When her father died she felt like she had lost a piece of herself. Her uncle Victor has always been there for her since her father died. They were like best friends and very close. Some may say two close. One day her uncle leaves for two years for work. Jasmine was hurt but mostly relieved because she had a secret. And that was ... she was in love with her uncle. She thought the time-apart world made this erotic fantasy go away but it only made it worse. When her uncle finally returns she tries to avoid him at all costs but it's kind of hard when you're living with him. *************** I couldn't hold myself back and planted a kiss on his lips. I felt his body stiffen under my touch but he soon snaked his arms around my body. "Mmm. " I say on his lips. After ten minutes of kissing we broke apart. My cheeks were flushed and I was panting heavily. After a minute I realized what I had done. Note to self I'm never drinking again. I tried to back away from him but he pulled me closer. " I'm not done with you yet," He says in my ear. Which sent shivers down my spine. What have I gotten myself into? **Mature Content **

Mio Re (#3) by reetilicious

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𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐍 𝐀 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐋 by xrk07x

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