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[THANTOPHOBIA]
- the fear of losing someone you love - 

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Everybody called her Jasmine but her real name was Diane - who  hid behind her loud, enthusiastic character while Jasmine embodied it. 

Her eyes grew tired every night but nothing stopped her because it was all for her future.

Her grip weakened as she fell onto the ground with blood pouring at the back of her head.  She was alone.  Helpless & weak. Her vision blurred but what she never forgot was the sound of a blade grazing against metal and that was the first time she met him. 

In a dark alley. 

She inhaled his scent - golden amber & vanilla whiskey. 

She knew he was hers when she buried her face into his neck that was warm & welcoming. The complete opposite of him - Isaak Johnson-Rivera. She  found comfort in his embrace

But it was all short-lived until they met again. 

She was a retired nurse who was now a wedding planner. And he was set to be a Don. 

After all of these years he was still hers and she was still his. Even though they burnt each until they were numb, he was still able to sweep her off her feet and leave her guessing. It was both of them against her family - Yulia Golov. 

The woman Isaak was set to marry. 

Little did he know the wedding planner was Diane and when he saw her again 

her gaze was different. Her aura had changed. She was cold, different, altruistic.  The opposite of the person he knew from before. The hatred was evident as it poured out her sky blue eyes and he hated himself for it.


But their love could overcome everything. 

Right?All Rights Reserved

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LOVE OR REVENGE (COMPLETED) by kailAkaede

"If only I hadn't fall in love..........." An unreported medical error caused Jeff's mother's sudden death....... 12 years later, the time for vegeance has finally come.......... He finally made it. Jeff Thanapon, a doctor now, working at a major hospital in Bangkok. The very same hospital whose covered- up medical error caused his mother's sudden death 12 years back. Since then he'd live for nothing but revenge. But now..... "No matter what happens, I'll always love you...." Jeff felt himself lost in Alan's sad eyes and he hesitate...... His hand and the knife freeze for a moment....... Would forgiving this person be wrong? Foreword A dramatic story....... At first it was just a part of Jeff's plan for revenge.... But as he got closer to him, he started to feel something..... Will he choose vengeance in the end? Or could this really be a path to his happiness? A story about a truly bittersweet romance, torn between love and revenge....... I've written this years back based on an otome game game. Ive fallen for Alanjeff couple so Ive decided to change the previous pairing to them now. I changed almost 15-20 percent of the game storyline and added my own perspective to it.

Mio Re (#3) by reetilicious

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Forbidden Love by Mehakwrites_

***Book 1 in Forbidden series*** "You like red colour?" I asked him and looked in his eyes to see admiration for me in it . A hue of redness came on my cheeks "Yes I love red , just like how I'm loving this redness of your cheeks" he said and curled the end of my hairs with his fingers . I smiled shyly and looked away and heard him chuckling. ********* "I love you dev" He smiled and there were few tears visible in the corner of his eyes. I instantly hugged him and he wrapped his hand around me tightly, I encircled my arms around around his neck and hugged him tightly "I love you zoya , I love you soo much" he said and tears of joy started coming from my eyes . ********* "Y-yo-ou a-are ge-getting ma-married?" Dev stuttered and asked Zoya who was standing infront of him with a straight face "Yes and now stop following me" Dev's jaw clenched and his fist curled at the side , he took hold of Zoya's hand and started dragging her from there. "Dev leave me" ********** Zoya looked at herself in the mirror and smiled painfully after seeing herself being decked up in a beautiful bridal attire . Tears started flowing from her eyes . This is not what she wanted , she was supposed to marry the person she loves , not some stranger . She clenched her heart and started crying vigorously. No one was there to comfort her in her misery . She cried and cried till her heart can't take it anymore . She looked at the dressing table and found a small scissor , she wiped her tears harshly and took hold of it and kept it on her left hand wrist . She is ready to end her life . She closed her eyes . She saw faint images of herself and dev , laughing and giggling with eachother , running behind eachother , they were happy . Maybe not on earth but in heaven they will be happy , she smiled and welcomed her death. "ZOYA!!!" _______________________________________ 🏆 Most impressive ranking: #1 in passion #2 in lucknow #1 in complicatedlove

Pernicious by trynafindjesss

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LOVE OR REVENGE (COMPLETED)

"If only I hadn't fall in love..........." An unreported medical error caused Jeff's mother's sudden death....... 12 years later, the time for vegeance has finally come.......... He finally made it. Jeff Thanapon, a doctor now, working at a major hospital in Bangkok. The very same hospital whose covered- up medical error caused his mother's sudden death 12 years back. Since then he'd live for nothing but revenge. But now..... "No matter what happens, I'll always love you...." Jeff felt himself lost in Alan's sad eyes and he hesitate...... His hand and the knife freeze for a moment....... Would forgiving this person be wrong? Foreword A dramatic story....... At first it was just a part of Jeff's plan for revenge.... But as he got closer to him, he started to feel something..... Will he choose vengeance in the end? Or could this really be a path to his happiness? A story about a truly bittersweet romance, torn between love and revenge....... I've written this years back based on an otome game game. Ive fallen for Alanjeff couple so Ive decided to change the previous pairing to them now. I changed almost 15-20 percent of the game storyline and added my own perspective to it.