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Before I Even Make It

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belial conscious dark denial depression doubt fiction firststory hoax horror horror-thriller horrorfiction indecisive overthinking paranormal prodigious sadness southafrican suspense taunting teen thriller

Illusion & factuality stands in question. A fictional story about a reflective 17 year old with doubtful thoughts caused by past tragedious events. As he battles through the trauma day by day every night before he goes to bed he has an internal dialogue discussing the day he had, from what happened that day to how he felt that day. Talking to himself usually helps him, but at times his inner voice tends to get aggressive  = Belial. Belial is not really there, its just the boy's inner voice. Yet it starts building mental confusion when the "inner voice" now begins to get physical.All Rights Reserved

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