Depression (A Poem)
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Complete Wed, Dec 3, 2014<5 mins
Everyone hates me
They fill me with fears
All of the insults
A river of tears
Where are the blades?
I want to cut
You called me fat
You called me a slut
Will you please kill me?
I want to die
My happiness is fake
My smile's a lie
Society is cruel
There's nowhere to hide
I hope you are happy
This is my suicide
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