this is probably just gonna be full of sad stuff tbh content warning: there will be talk and possibly images of bruising, wounds, masochism, and some things that allude to/indirectly mention death and different types of abuse). i would also like to mention that i swear a lot so if a lot of swearing bothers you then don't read this, literally the first chapter consists of me swearing (i've had friends who got bothered and/or triggered when people swear a lot so i thought i'd mention it).