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Cold | Suicidal Todoroki

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Reads 52,855
Votes 2,270
Parts 37
Time 2h 53m

Mature

Beneath the indifference plaguing Todoroki's personality lies the dark, unforgiving truth he conceals. When the abuse that he's suffered for years begins to erase the person that his classmates know him as, how will they react? How will Todoroki react in return?

[Completed on 11/14/21.
#1 in bakutodo on 01/15/22.
#2 in suicidal on 01/28/23.]

⎯ Trigger warnings ⎯
▪︎ Suicidal thoughts/actions/ideations
▪︎ Self-harm
▪︎ Abuse, murder, and violence
▪︎ Toxic, manipulative, and abusive relationships
▪︎ Substance abuse
▪︎ Homophobia

⎯ Notes and disclaimers ⎯
▫︎ Triggers not limited to those listed above.
▫︎ This fic is not intended to promote/encourage any of its dark/sensitive themes/topics.
▫︎ I do not own BNHA/MHA. All credit for the series and its characters goes to Horikoshi Kohei.All Rights Reserved

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