deorsum

"It's as if I'm in a deep ditch
And every single day I keep digging down.
In the hopes of finding gold,
Even though I know that it could end up, me being drowned.

It's like an itch on the bottom of my sole,
And a gaping hole within my soul.
It's like my body feels so heavy,
And my bed just ends up devouring me.

I'm so selfish right now.
Acting as if I've got a lot to give.
It's not like I wanna die,
I just wished I never lived."

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These are poems I wrote while I was at a pretty low place in my life. I'm the type of person that finds it difficult to open up to people and I find it hard to communicate to them, so the way I "vent" is by writing poems. I hope you like them ♡