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"Rue all you do is sleep and take drugs when are you going to do something with your life?"

"To be honest, I don't know. I don't feel like living either way so why not make the last bit of my time worth it"

Alright so to get started the whole theme of this story is Euphoria (the series) it's always been my fav and it truly spoke to me. I've been inspired to write about it in my own style with a few of my own experiences mixed in them. I'd suggest listening to the songs while reading for the full experience! All the nsfw parts are highlighted! Plz dont do whatever is written in this story and plz seek help if you need some. Don't do drugs, don't drink alcohol and don't smoke. I'm writing all of this for the pure reason of entertainment. 

TW: this story contains the following,

Drugs, alcohol, cigarettes, smut, angst, suicide, self harm, manipulation, gaslighting, eating disorders and bad language. 

I really hope you enjoy this! Ily sm take care! MwahAll Rights Reserved

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