Forsakened: Crisis Of Lust

In my years, I've been taught every thing happens for a reason. Those reasons cause change. Sometimes it hurts. Sometimes it's hard. But in the end, we're all expected to have a happy ending.

My whole life has been filled with nothing but loss and abandonment.

"They say that abandonment is a wound that never heals. I say only that an abandoned child never forgets."

And that the absence is a house so vast that inside you will pass through its walls and hang pictures on the air.

...All I've ever desired from this wretched life was to feel wanted. To one day be woken up by breakfast in bed, be gifted beautiful roses, and receive a good night kiss every night before laying to rest. To feel loved for once in my life...

I've tried finding that contentment in friendship, in employment, hell, even in myself but there was always one place I avoided due to the fear of being forsakened again.

Love.