Paying the price for love
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Last published Tue, Aug 2, 2022
𝗣𝗵𝗶𝗹𝗼𝗽𝗵𝗼𝗯𝗶𝗮: the fear of love or of becoming emotionally connected with another person.
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Her, the only one who is not afraid of saying what she thinks and not kissing his ass.
Him, the only one that wakes up a part of her that she as never had the need to feel before.
They hate each other because of that and most of all they hate the feeling in their chest that is like a shooting star every time they argue.
They think they'll never see each other again after their first argument but as their teams inform them of the plan of having to be trapped together for four months they barely agree, but when they do it doesn't go as planned. Their arguments start to reveal a bit of their past they keep hidden, creating intimate moments that screams at them to run away and not get closer.
Because of that they try hard to hide the feelings that they keep repeating that is just hate, but while on the tour will something happen? Or is their hate and the terrorizing fear of love gonna overpower the passion continuing to grow?
What happens when their pasts get back to bite them in the ass with no warning?
Will they walk away like stranger with memories that could be the best they've lived in that short amount of time? Or will they tell each other their secrets and help one another through the pain of reliving what they wished they've forgotten?
NEEDS TO BE MAJORLY EDITED AND FIRST FEW CHAPTERS ARE NOT THE BEST.
(On a break. Rewriting some pieces and it's taking me time, sorry. I'll update soon)
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