The Numbness Within
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Amelia Jackson aka Amy has gone through every kind of torture anyone can think of. Being abandoned at her abusive and alcoholic father's doorstep when she was only 3 days old was just the beginning of her suffering. Growing up she knew only one thing "Fight or Die". Always fighting to live she knew there's no prince charming coming for her. She doesn't need one because she's her own saviour.
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