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Russian Roulette: Flashbacks [male x male]

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Reads 36,188
Votes 2,384
Parts 71
Time 39h 32m

TheAlixDavenport

Mature

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🥇 1st place winner, The Hot & Bothered Awards, LGBTQ+
🥇 1st place winner, The Hot & Bothered Awards, Best Male Character - Phoenix
🥇 1st place winner, The Hot & Bothered Awards, Best Spicy Chapter, chapter 32
🥇 1st place winner, The Hot & Bothered Awards, Best Heartwarming Chapter, chapter 56
🥇 1st place winner, Pretty in Punk Awards 2023. Best Action/fight scene, chapter 28
🥈 2nd place winner, The Gloria Regali Awards 2024, Best Male lead - Phoenix
🥈 2nd place winner, The Ecstatic Awards, Action

This is the second book in the Russian Roulette series. It can be read independently, though it will make a lot more sense if you've read Russian Roulette: Family secrets first. 

It's a grumpy x sunshine - friends to lovers story about overcoming trauma, body positivity, and sexual acceptance with an ND lead.

Please read the introduction chapter before venturing into reading this book!

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On the day of their wedding, Jace and Phoenix look back on everything leading up to the day when they finally say 'I do'.

In flashbacks, they remember over a decade of events in their lives that shaped their love for each other. Events that took them from colleagues to lovers, and formed them into men ready for a life together. 

The friendship.

The parties.

The steamy nights.

The misunderstandings and insecurities.

The heartaches.

The longing.

The demons from their pasts, threatening to tear them apart.

A story of friendship, brotherhood, and love.

***

This story is a man x man (gay love) story and contains gay sex, explicit language, BDSM, and triggering subjects such as violence, drugs, non-con, and abuse. All described in graphic detail. Read at your own discretion!All Rights Reserved

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