"My Love,
I don't need the whole world, I need you.
You are so unaware of my love
So unaware of what you mean to me
how I imagine you holding my hands
kissing me, loving me
I dream of you, being with you
in rain and pain, in light and dark
I imagine and smile
I let myself dream, dream of you, my love"
I write and folded this love letter and keep it inside an envelope. I place this envelope with others, inside a box, where I always keep the love letters I write for him. I have so many boxes like this, filled with love letters, some are diaries too where I expressed my feelings for him.
This one is a short piece of poetry, I don't feel like expressing much today.
Every time I write something, I keep it with me. Sometimes I dream of giving it to him but knowing him, I don't dare do anything like that.
I love him with everything I have. I love him madly. And he has no idea. I smile remembering him, he is my love. Everything I have, he is the one.
And he has someone he loves. I try to be happy for him but I can't. It hurts me and I smile. Smile and pretend I am happy, that I don't get jealous. I dream of being with him. Sadly, he doesn't share my dream.
I wish a day comes when I can openly stare at him and smile, not worrying about people knowing how I feel.