I sit down at the piano and start playing. Sometimes I get stuck and Ashton's soul helps me. Here I am waking up... Still can't sleep on your side... There's your coffee cup The lipstick stain fades with time... "Hey, I don't wear lipstick!" I'll laugh If I can dream long enough You'd tell me I'd be just fine ... I'll be just fine... "I will never be fine again" I whisper and tear a few tears.