The First time
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Ongoing, First published Jul 18, 2021
Mature
Love is everything, right? Or is it happiness? Can it make a person full? Or can it make a person fail?

Jasmine Moore hasn't always been lucky with love or happiness. As she grew, it  became unless to her. She didn't bother finding it.  People took pieces of her heart and happiness that she is still trying to get back. 

She eventually finds him. He turned her whole world around. He loved her the way she wanted to be love. But once people come back from her past will her relationship with him be threatened? Can she still keep the secrets away from him. Does she lose her love and happiness again? Or can she overcome it? 

Will he leave or stay? 


*Warning*
-  Abuse 
- Drugs 
- Mature scenes


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