For 9 years my family and I have been in a hell that shouldn't be experienced by any living soul on this earth. I had my first relapse of mental illness symptoms when I was four years old. For a month I couldn't walk of eat. When I was four I used to say "mommy I just want to eat". I saw bugs in my food, I was basically mentally unstable. After a month I somehow got better without treatment. But in August of 2005 I was taken to the city of steal to get s diagnosis. On that day was the day I was diagnosed with PANDAS disease.